Sunday, July 31, 2011

New Friend

Okay, so the re-sectioning written exam got us mixed a bit. I guess you can look at it as having new classmates and having new friends. Err, but no new seatmate for me! I was alone at the back, sometimes good because I could sleep when I was dozy and eat when I was hungry without getting caught. But being alone at the back was never a problem I can go along well with anyone even with the boys. I was the cowgirl-one of the boys, so whoever wants to sit at the back during break times, I can easily talk to them about anything. Well, that's if they talk to me first because it was never my part to start a conversation unless he or she is already a friend to me. Some of them just sit at the back because of the hype of not staying where you should be sitting. Some just to talk to me but there's one who always wanted to sit beside me just to look at the girl outside, unfortunately, she was transferred to the other section. Lucky for me I did not have to look outside just to see my crush. We had conversations from then on mostly about how much he liked her. Ironically, my other girl friend who was also on our class liked him so I could only listen and not say anything.

Hindi ko talaga inexpect na may resectioning pala kaya nagulat ako nung nalipat nga ako. Pero ok lang naman din. Napunta ko sa class na karamihan ng classmates ko eh pala-aral eh tinatamad na nga ko mag-aral eh. Kaya nangyari non napapasama parin ako sa mga tropa ko sa ibang section non. O kaya uupo lang sa may pinto, magmumuni muni. Pero nung tumagal dun na ko umuupo sa dulo ng room. Madalas ko na siya makausap non, yung girl na nakaupo dun sa likod. Kinukulit ko sya tungkol dun sa crush ko na classmate nila nung first year, pero hindi naman dahil lang don. Masaya rin talaga sya kasama saka kausap. Bihira lang naman kase ko magenjoy sa company ng ibang tao. Pero ewan, parang minsan nagugustuhan ko rin sya. Pero hindi ko lang pinapansen. Minsan sabay na din kame umuuwe kase nalipat sya malapit samen. Tapos nageenjoy na rin ako to do favors for her. Pero steady lang, hanggang dun lang. Pero minsan pag kasama nya yung iba parang ayoko, gusto ko ako.

Monday, July 25, 2011

First Impressions

Year 2001. Start of sophomore year. Heard we'll have new classmates. Ok, at least most of us and my friends are intact. I looked at them one by one and formed my first impressions inside my head. There was this guy he looked like he did not really want to be in our class. His uniform was not smartly worn. He was not neat-looking. One of those boys who are happy go lucky I guess. Not one of those that would make me look at them for at least three seconds just for the sake of staring. That's all I can think of whenever I try to remember how he looked when I first saw him sometimes I even laugh whenever I think of it not that he looked funny, it's because I'm laughing of how mean my First Impression was, he was "not neat looking, average, not my type".

I wasn't really expecting that I'd be transferred to the other section. But on the first day of my second year on high school, I found out that I'll be on the first section. When I was in that class, I'd still hang out with my friends from the other class. I didn't really get along with them very well at the start I felt like I was surrounded by geeks, nerds or bookworms but eventually it got better. There was this cute girl, or should I say small girl sitting at the back. She has long wavy hair, average height, average body, average girl. She didn't really get my attention. I can barely notice her. But there are some times that she really looks nice, but during that time, she's not my type. I liked someone else, and I found out, that they were friends.